Name: Pedro Miguel César
Birthday: July 28th
Birthplace: Matosinhos, Portugal
Current location: Senhora da Hora, Matosinhos
Eye color: Brown
Hair color: Black!
Height: 177 I( know... not that tall...)
Right handed or left handed: Both
Your heritage: Portuguese, French
Shoes you wore today: Haven't worn any yet... It's pitifull but I have just waken up...
Your weakness: People...
Your fears: My mind
Your perfect pizza: hmmm... don't really have a favourite... considering that haven't really ate that much pizza...
Goal you would like to achieve This Year: Pass on all classes and a few more that are best to remain hidden (Demonic Rituals might be involved )
Your most overused phrase while IMing:
Thoughts upon first waking up: "I still have time to have a shower, get dressed, prepare, have breakfast, catch the sub and get to school... it's only what? 5 minutes?..."
Your best physical feature: Hmm... I think I have a nice... or maybe... I have been said that I have a good... and...and... nope...
Your bedtime: 2/3/4/5... (not in the afternoon if you're wondering...)
Your most missed memory: The ones that I never lived
Pepsi or Coke: coke...
McDonalds or Burger King: Meh... If I had to choose... I'd choose home
Single or group dates: Single followed by group dates
Lipton ice tea or Nestea: The relevance of these questions just keeps going up doesn't it?
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappucino...
Do you smoke: Nope
Do you swear: Fuck yeah =X
Do you sing: Far too much...
Do you shower Daily: what's a "shower"?
Have you been in love: unfortunelly yes...
Do you want to go to college: No... but I have been tricked into getting there
Do you want to get married: If it happens... happens
Do you believe in yourself: I believe in other people more
Do you get motion sickness: It depends... on my movement status
Do you think you are attractive: HA... do you think you trick me into sayi... no
Are you a health freak: Not really...
Do you get along with your parents: hmm... define "get along"
Do you play an Instrument: Are "triangles" considered an instrument?
In the past month have you drank alcohol: yup
In the past month have you smoked: not really
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nooope
In the past month have you gone to a mall? Yap
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No... Why?... should I? Are oreos the cure for cancer?
In the past month have you eaten sushi: Nope
In the past month have you been on stage: No... My stage abilities sum up to how long can I stay quiet and unconfortable in front of an undetermined number of people
In the past month have you been dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone skinny dipping: Does my bathtub count?
In the past month have you stolen anything: Only time...
Ever been drunk: yes
Ever been called a tease: hmm... dunno?
Ever been Beaten up: yap
Ever shoplifted: *question censored*
How do you want to die: doing something for someone else
What do you want to be when you grow up: I'm studying to be an engineer... but I actually wanted to be a rock
What country would you most like to visit? Australia and Japan
Number of CDs I own: 1...2...3...4...5...125...236...infinite!
Number of piercings: None
Number of tattoos: None
Number of things in my past I regret: I don't think that the people that are reading this have THAT much freetime...
What you want in a girlfriend? I want her to be a girl... and a friend... a some other things that I refuse to state here... it's not like there are interested in knowing this
Favourite eye color: Pink with little blue and red spots
Favourite hair color: Radioactive green
Short or long hair: Long?
Height: Enough to keep proportion
Weight: The one she feels confortable with

Ten Things About My Art:
1) I usually don't like what I do...
2) People very rarelly appear in my photos
3) I really like to use Black and White
4) When I fininsh a piece I always stay staring at it because it always feels like something is missing
5) I'm currently uninspired
6) I usually have lots of ideas and don't use half so I pretty much give them away
7) I hate to appear in photos
8) I hate to take simple photos... if it doesn't mean anything to me I don't even work on it...
9) I can draw okayish... but not really good enough to actually show to anyone
10) I love to contrast colours with black and white

I tag ~pinkbaby ~mafinha and =Joscail *Runs away*

Hello people!

Haven't showed my face around for long I guess... You probably don't even remember who I am anymore

So my name is Pedro and I made the thingies that are on the left of the screen... and if you click the little blue button beneath them magic happens and more thingies appear and if you click on those thingies more magic happens and the thingies get bigger becoming things

...and now... a secret... if you click on those things... the become bigger and nastier things... although this is not recommended to the weak of heart because it might be too violent

Getting back to the point... (ok... maybe not "back" to it because I would have to have mentioned it before... which I didn't if you only started to read now) I went on vacations with some friends... and it was really fun... didn't take photos though... anyway... just came back and I'm having some new ideas of photos

Another of the things I wanted to refer in here is that I gave up on trying to answer all the messages on my box... it's not possible to achieve such a thing... no normal human being can answer all those messages... soooooo... I'm going to delete them... all... if you have a deviation that you sent in recently that I haven't commented on or a comment I haven't answered and you would like me to then don't be shy and note it to me... I promise I will read it... or at least the title... ok... I will see it's number up there... in the... thingie...

*awkward moment*

Anyway... you know the drill... if you want me to the late comments/deviations just note them to me and I promise I will assist your request

Without any other subjects... I bid you farewell from the strange land that is my mind *does the strange hand signal*





*does the dance* sorry couldn't resist

Update: Answering all your deviations/comments/journals... just please be patient and I'll comment on it all
Things are a bit confusing latelly and the will hasn't been much... Just don't think I forgot or ignored you or your work...


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Sometimes… just sometimes… I wish I was wrong. I wish the obvious wasn’t true. The logical would lie. Sometimes I wish I could stop being right… I’m tired of knowing deep down inside what is going to happen. Knowing what the words mean. How it’s going to end. Because it always ends the same way. I should be used to it I guess… but the truth is… I can’t…

Sometimes… just sometimes… I wish it wouldn’t be like that. I wish I didn’t knew the end… but I do. I do. It always ends the same way… the same old way… Why can’t I fool myself?

No big chunks of text this time I guess… don’t have that much time or willpower to do it…

For now I’m just going to apologize to all the people I owe some sort of project right now…

1st to Mushy-Pea… She was the winner of the little view contest in my gallery so she earned the right to a request… I’m working on it… It’s just that it’s constituted by a reasonable number of shots and it’s taking it’s time to put together…

2nd to NOTspecific… I promised her a remake of the “Lost” scrap and I’m am going to do one… it’s currently on hold… but it’ll come around

3rd to everybody… I’m sorry for the delay on commenting your works…They’ve just been pilling up and the more they are the less it feels like doing something about it…

So many amazing people... so many amazing artists... the last thing I want is to fail to give credit to them for their great work... Keep up the good work everyone...




Groups I belong to:

Well... sorry for not commenting on your recent stuff... being going trough some busy times... but I'll check it all out and comment... All the 80 deviations...

Meanwhile... and while I don't have the time to write a decent journal entry, I'll leave you with these amazing artists and persons that I'm sure you'll want to check out
I'll leave the more detailed comments about you guys later




Groups I belong to:

Update:

The view number 1000 is coming...
(yes I know it's not that much... )

So I thought of a little game... the user who identifies himself as the user number 1000 (and to actually BE number 1000 ) will gain the right to ask me a deviation with anything he/she would like (within reason obviously...)

So basically the number 1000 gains the right to a deviation request, and I will do my best to make it happen

PS:if, for some reason the user doesn't identify himself then the right will go to the 1001 and so on until we get a winner...
PS2:The user should identify himself trough a comment in this journal
PS3:I'm going to regret this... I can feel it in my bones

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And yet a big chunk of hardly readable text unfolds... I really need to find some subject to write about in here


We are all humans. I guess that’s a point where we all agree. Unless there’s some alien reading this, this is correct. Yet, although we are all humans, we fail completely to understand each others. We have languages. We have signs. We have it all. Yet we can’t understand ourselves nor any other people. And even though we know this fact better than anything else we, being a perfect unknown to ourselves, try to understand everything else. We strive to understand the biggest questions in the universe. We strive and fight around to understand a ‘God’ and his presence and his plan and his reasons. That’s what we do. It’s in our blood. It’s part of our instincts. It’s part of what we are.
We form societies. Big and thriving societies. People that work, sleep, eat within meters of each other. We like to stay close to people and still stay far enough because it’s simply not good to be too close. Because the closer we are, the deeper we hurt each other. Why? Because we’re humans. Because we feel. Because we think. Because we have our own free will. Because we are not perfect. Because we have lost the ability to cherish something while it’s there. So we hurt ourselves and we hurt people around us. Sometimes we want to. Sometimes we don’t. Still, it happens. Because life is a form of pain. Shield yourself from pain and you’re shielding yourself from life. You are refusing to live. In a way you are refusing yourself. All that pain could easily be avoided without giving up life itself. How? It’s as simple as it is complicated and impossible. We needed to understand ourselves and the others around us. Easily put, that’s pretty much it. It all sums up to that. Yet we can’t. We try and try but we are not one mind. We are not one self. The only way to accomplish something like that understanding would be to exist inside everyone else’s mind and that’s simply unreasonable because we’re all conscious individuals. We are all the same, yet we are all different. This is pretty much the conclusion of all this. We can pretty much only hope to understand everything around us. And maybe one day we will be able to achieve that perfect understanding.

If you’ve read everything then congratulations… you’ve won… my gratitude.
Hopefully, this text made a little sense… although it probably didn’t as always…

And yet i continue to go forward with my philosophical wanna be theories... Somebody stop me... please...

The great people list...

Hopefully we'll see some more amazing work from her soon... an amazing artist and friend
The one that I given up on trying to understand
Keep up the magnificent work...

other amazing galleries that I don't have the time to describe








Thank you all for your great works... it has been a pleasure to comment on your works and i expect to continue to do so... so keep up the good work